Sunday, November 29, 2009

he's my breathing air


until my last breath. iloveyou

Thursday, November 26, 2009

hafiz and i went to watch NEW MOON today. hahaa the movie was sooooo fucking bored -___-
ending ntah pape ntah. yg aku suka pasal movie tu just Taylor Lautner punya body. wauuuuu freaking awesome! rarwww!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

shes my everything



HAPPY BIRTDAY, MAMA!

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to mama,

happy birthday to youuu!



22nov its my mom's birthday. happy birthday mama. mama da tua. HAHA. i love u soooo much ma! :)

Friday, November 20, 2009

girls day out

we already plan this hangout last week and we did. i went to kfc for lunch with my classmate (aless, wanie, anis, sheyra, fifi, puteri and nazirah) this is our first time hangout together. and im so happy and glad :DD while we eat, we talk about next year's year. like whos gonna be our class teacher, and they said PN SALINA xjadi pindah (!) what a really bad news :(

after that, we went to play games mcm org gila x pernah jumpa game.but never forget, wanie met her boyfriend for the first time. auwww so sweeeet. :)
then around 5.15, i went to met ijaz at dagang. we lepak and gossip2 until 8 o'clock. :) last minute, aless called. she said she wants to overnight my house. we had a lot of fun until i masak maggie for her. dia x reti masak -___- haha. iloveyou alees!

meaningful

this song is very meaningful to me.

i still by backstreet boys

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

No no
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go (without you)

Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

sorry baby

dear iman, sorry babe im sooo not into you. lately, seriously aku da x faham dgn kau. so about the answer, just forget it okay. please please i need some space.

finally,

horayyyyy! exam is OVERRRRRR. rawrrr i can do what ever i like babe!
aless, sleepover ruma i tau. kita main mcm hari tu. HAHA best gila

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

171109

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY






4 months spending time with you was soooo perfect. ilooveyou so much. you know that. i know i'm not good enough for you but i'll try my best for it. trust me syg, theres only you in my heart and i'll keep it well forever. happy anniversary baby. iloveyou in anyway

Monday, November 16, 2009

spm candidates


wohooo spm just around the corner. for those who will seat for the exam, wish u luck guys. espeacialy for hafiz gemok! rawwr haha. do your best syggg. its for our future kan (cewahhh). igt tau apa i ckp, if spm u terok i cari bf lain. HAHA gurau sygg. iloveyou no matter wht. nnt lepas spm kita enjoy puas2 okay. haha -___-

Saturday, November 14, 2009

the bitch got no feelings


haihh masalah betol budak2 zaman sekarang. aku igt masalah ni time mula mula aku dgn hafiz je, igt da settle tapi belum. && for those yg suka sgt mengata belakang2 pasal aku, sebelum ckap tu tunjuk bukti dulu la weyy! aku x kacau hidup korg so korg x payah la penat2 nk mengata pasal aku. harap je semua da besar panjang tp otak LEMBUUUU! kau igt hafiz nk percaya ke ckap2 korg ni, boleh blah la. hafiz x bodoh mcm korg okay. mulot longkang la. korg pon x kenal aku, tiba2 nk ckap itu ini. errr sumpah x matang. -__-
igt kau bagus sgt ke bro? kau betina, jgn igt kau da cukoppp baik la. muka cm jamban! grrr
-_____-

2012 just okayy


cerita ni at first aku igt best gilaaa, but for me it was just okay laa. xde la gempak gila. biasa2 je

err-err


today ponteng sekolah lagi, even exam x habis lagi, skrg tgh break aku slambek gila ponteng. haha. today dudok ruma je mcm haram. myra ajak gerak bb, iman ajak lepak, but sorry guys aku gila punya mls. smlm hafiz da janji nk dtg ruma, tp x jadi -___- konon2 nk study. grrr APE APE LA. da biasa la sebenarnya. haha and again aku terkurang ajar dgn dia. served u right :p HAHA free2 je kene 'fuck you'. sorryyyy syg. imy like hell (!) tomorrow kena pergi skola sbb pn.loh english teacher da ckp awal2 esok kene dtg sebab ape nth. forgot -__- esok after school hafiz amek, yuhuuuuu boleh aku buli dia cukop2. ahaha. mok mok, iloveyou okay :D

its a day prior yesterday


kan best kalau dapat patah balik masa time kecik kecik. seronok je. xde masalah langsung. tiap tiap petang je, keluar ramai2 main dkt padang. haihh rindu nya :(

nur aalia haji amran

sygg, i miss you so much :(

thnks for being such a good friend. iloveyou.
2years full with memories and joy. keep it well syg

auww

papa, nak ni pleaseeeee :')

survey

ABOUT YOU

A - Available : nope
B - Birthday : 20 september 1993
C - Crushing on : someone:)
D - Drink you last had : iced milo
E - Easiest person to talk to : bestfriend
F - Favourite song : too many
G - Gummy bears or Gummy worms : Gummy bears
H - Hometown : ampang
I - In love with : hafiz syazwan aseri
J - Juggle : yucksss u wish!
K - Killed someone : wish to. ‘cikgu disiplin’ will be the first :D
L - Longest car ride : forgot
M - Milkshake flavour : chocolate
N - Number of siblings : 4
O - One wish : pegi bulan. Can i?
P - Person you last called : iman damia :D
R - Reason to smile : huh? idk
S - Song you last heard : broken hearted girl-beyonce
V - Vegetables : no wayyy.
W - Worst habit : don’t have. hahaha
X - X-rays you had : never
Y - Yoyos are : boringgggg
Z - Zodiac sign : virgo :p






RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU







Spell your name without vowels : yk syz
What colour do you wear most : black
What are you listening to? : nothing
Are you happy with your life right now? : absolutely
What is your favourite class in school? : relief? Haaha NONE!
Are you outgoing : yeahh
Favourite pair of shoes : boots? haha
where do you wish you were right now? : moon with my hafiz :)






THE CANS






Can you dance? : wooo it’s a hobby
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : errr idk
Write with both hands : nope
Walk with your toes curled : noooo, ouchh







THE DO'S






Do you believe there is life on other planets? : hurm who cares?
Do you believe in miracles? : depends
Do you believe in magic : not really
Love at first sight : errr I don’t think so
Do you think there's a Satan? : yeahh,
Do you believe in Santa? : no haha
Do you know how to swim? : boleh la jugakk
Do you think you can handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? :no






THE HAVE'S






Have you been on a plane? : yes yes
Have you ever asked someone out? : yessssss
Have you ever been asked out by someone? : many times -__-
Have you ever been to the ocean? : yeahh
Have you ever painted your nails? : every week






THE WHAT'S






What radio station do you listen to? : Fly,
What was the last restaurant you ate at? : bismi? HAHAHAHA
What was the last thing you bought? : credit topup
Who was the last person you took a picture of? : boyfriend
What is the time and date now? : 1045 / 30.October.2009






CRYING SECTION






Ever really cried your heart out? : Yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep? : Yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? : Yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex? : Yes
Do you cry when you get injury? : yes
Do certain songs make you cry? : Yes






HAPPY SECTION






Are you a happy person? : grrr yes
What can make you happy? : friends? Ouww msti gelak jeee
Do you wish you were happier? : yes yes!
Can music make you happy? : err not really






LOVE SECTION






How many times have you had your heart broken? : forgot -___-
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? : hurm yupp!






LOOK AT ME






What is your current hair colour? : totally black
Current piercings : ears, nose and tounge.
Have any tattoos? : temporary tattoos, yes
Eye colour : black






IN A LOVER






Girl or guy? : both? Haaha guy la
Favourite eye colour : dark brown or blue? wauu
Short or long hair : not too long, not too short. Just nice
Height : Tall
Best clothing : simple and smart. Intelligent look






HAVE YOU EVER






Been to jail? : almost. haha
Thrown up in a store? : no
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today? : hahaha. yessss
Gone skinny dipping? : yes. ahhaha






THIS OR THAT






Pepsi or Coke : I don’t like both
McDonald's or Burger King : McDonal's!
Single or Group Dates : Single
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate. wooo
Strawberries or Blueberries : Strawberries
Meat or Veggies : meat
TV or Movie : both :D
Guitar or Drums : both both. haha
Adidas or Nike : adidas
Chinese or Mexican : Mexican.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : corn flakes
Cake or pie : cake

middle fingger for you

arghhh! hari ni hari pling malang la wey. okay here the story begin. pagi td kt sekolah, time perhimpunan, tiba2 si sally(cikgu disiplin) pgl aku suro keluar dewan. ni haa conversation ktorg -




sally: smlm lepas sekolah awak pegi mane?

me: balek ruma la. kenapa?

sally:balek ruma naik ape?

me:kereta (aku da mula tau sebb apa dia pgl aku)

sally: awak yg drive kan?

me: hurmm yeahh

sally: haaa bagusss. sape lagi ada dlm kereta?

me: saya dgn iman je

sally: awak jgn tipu saya. ada lagi kan!

me: (apehal kau sebok sgt ni?) myra, amee and kim pon ada.







haihh masalah nye parents ktorg tau and x mara ponnn. then dia bole tau pasal iman buat smthng yg salah. dia ckp ada ibu bapa bgtau nmpk ktorg dalam kereta. HAHAHA nmpk sgt penipu laaa cikgu ni. if ibu bapa, how come ibu bapa tu bole tau pulak nama ktorg. xkn tau nama yg drive tu ATIKA. yg buat smthng x betol tu IMAN, haihh igt ktorg budak kecik ke. then tgh tulis surat pengakuan, cikgu suroh pengawas bongok tu spotcheck bag. tiba2 aku teringat dlam purse ada rokok. FUCK! free free kantoi. tp bukan aku punya. terus xde mood aku nk buat exam. wey u spoiled my day la teacher. bengang gila!adoiii malang nye hari ni.

hafiz syazwan, I LOVE YOU!

strunggling my ass for the exam


final exam just around the corner. haihh -__- aku buku pon x sentuh lagi. grrr rajin eyka rajin

HA-HA

today after school, i, myra and iman walked together to lrt chan show lin. we went to sg.wang sebab nk main roller blade. haha tu la hobby kitorg setiap hari khamis. dkat sg.wang, ktorg jumpa kim, saw and anis then main roller sama2. haha hari ni eyka sudah semakin hebat. congrats to myself. eventhough at first aku cm takot2, byk kali jatuh but at last, aku sudah pandai main. haha then aku dgn iman pergi kitaro (setelah sekian lama x pegi) makan2, then balek. time tgh jalan nk pegi train tu, aku dgn iman x berhenti gelak. haha mcm2 benda yg lucu ktorg nmpk. dala hujan -_-. kesian iman :D.time da smpai lrt cempaka, aku nk bukak subang lidah ni kejap then boleh pulak jatuh. lepas tu terus hilang. grr bengang je. iman da jnji kan nk belanja baru :Dhahaha idk why, aku suka sgt buli iman ni. haha

unforgetable day



okay smlm aless dgn meyra sleepover ruma aku lg. haha mlm smlm was cool! ktorg maen true or dare. haha mcm2 benda la ktorg buat and pling best game ni mmg menghabis kn crdt sbb kene call2 org. kpd org yg terkene, SORRY. haha. tp ade la 1 dare yg aku kene ni, bestttt sgt cz aku kene call org yg aku syg gila. auww thnks aless and meyra. haha then pagi2 buta around pukol 2 ktorg turun bwah masak maggie, french fries and nugget sbb semua tgh lapar. then today ktorg lepas geram karoke puas2! meyra feeling doeee. haha. lps tu ktorg snap pictures, bapak r belambak gila. tp seronokkkk. thnks korg :)

full of joy

around pukol 5 tadi aless and meyra dtg ruma aku. then lepak2 gossip2, around 5 something we all gerak dagang lepak dgn ijaz and sape ntah lagi 2 org tu, xkenal -__-
xtau kenapa dgn ijaz tiba2 saket perut and muntah. kau buat ape haa thambi? kesian aku tgok.
7.15 ktorg balek ruma. dala hujan :( sedihhh.
dkt ruma, aku and meyra asyek buli aless je. haha sumpah besttt okay. gelak2 mcm org gila.tekanan la wey dgn perangai aless yg x habis2 nk buat muka mengundang dia tu. haha HODOH OKAYY :D. lepas tu pukol 8 lebih gerak dagang lg -__- mcm xde tmpat lain. igt plan nk pegi bukit ampang, lepas tu x jadi pulak. ade problm siket. ktorg ajak ijaz lepak skali, ABG DAUD xbagi pulak. okay la. then gerak dagang, tiba2 nmpak pulak muka ijaz thambi tu. cehhh ckp x bole keluar.BEBULUUUU je :D
ktorg shisha smpai aless muntah2. haaha over la aless ni. pukol 10.30, mama meyra fetch her dkat dagang, aku, aless and ijaz balek. smpai ruma, aless and aku share our problem. mcm2 kita cerita kn syg. be strong okay aless. i kan ada :D
haha hari ni aless tidur ruma aku. aless x habis2 nk cari azu dia -__- haihh jealous. haha. best la today :D

happy deepavali


.HAPPY DEEPAVALI.
and and happy birthday wanie :))
i love you

a day to remember

today after school, hafiz syg ambil dkat sekolah. wahhh rindu gila dkt dia. then ktorg lepak ruma dia. haha sampai je, ktorg terus msak sebab dua2 tgh lapar. hafiz masak laa, aku masak air bole la. hafiz masak roti telur (tu je yg dia mampu buat) haha sedap gila laaa. tp time masak tu mmg best kn syg. kita jerit2, gelak x pernah stop. then aku pulak asyek kacau dia je smpai dia mrah terok :( lepas tu dia pujuk balek. elehhh tau takot. haha aku pulak just buat air je -__- tp okay la sebab aku basuh pinggan jugak. bukn x buat apa2. haha. after mkn, ktorg lepak2 tgok tv. lepas tu, smthng tht i wasnt aspect was happened. message tuuuu! but its okay syg. i trust u :) then around pukol 5.15, ktorg fetch hafizhatta and nat dkat ruma nat then hantar aku balek. haha.

cupcakes


hafiz sygg, bila nk bg i cupcakes lg ni. sedap gilaaa tau :)
i nak banyak banyak. haha

birthday present

mama oh mama, birthday present x bg lagi kan. haha mama da jnji nk beli kan guitar. cepat laa belikan. berapa lame lg nk tunggu. ahaha

by myself

Im lying in bed,
With nothing to do,
Except just lay there,
Thinking of you,

I'm sitting at my desk,
With nothing to do,
Except just sit there,
Thinking of you

all in my mind now is just u,
i love you but its getting worst,
someone tell me how can i face all this pain and tears
that growing up in my heart.

be strong iman




today, by 5 like tht, myra, ame, ad and aless came to my house. and then we went together to visit iman at hospital ampang puteri. kesian iman, keracunan mkanan :) tapi dia tu saket mcm x saket. siap bole jalan2, gelak2 mcm org sehat. tp kesian walaupun tgh saket, aku tetap buli dia terok2. haha sorry iman. saje nk manja2 la. cepat sehat ye sygg, we love you :)

3 word, i love you



kim bum (boys over flower) <33

harder than you know lyric

You said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now i doubt if i was your only lover.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause i'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause girl your driving me so crazy

How can i miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time i guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!
So where's the fire?
You've begun the rain.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'cause i'm not over you!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

And if you don't want me then
i guess i'll hav'ta go!
Not loving you is harder then you know.

YEAH!

So I'll make the call,
and I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause i love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today

Leaving always drives me crazy!
Leaving always drives me crazy!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,

YEAH!

Baby, don't talk to me
i'm trying to let go (I'm tring to let go)
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

and if you don't want me then
i guess i'll havt'a go! (I guess I'll hav'ta go)
not loving you is harder then you know
(girl your driving me so crazy)

Baby, don't talk to me
i'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder, then you know,
girl your driving me so crazy.

kantoi

haha bila igt balek kelakar pon ada. semalam adek aku yg num 3 tu nmpk aku punye pierce, jpg pegi ckp kt mama 'mama, tgok tu lidah along mcm ade besi' huishh time tu rasa nk penampar je mulot adek aku tu. lepas tu mama tnye aku tindik ke, aku ckp la takkkk. then adek aku yg last tiba ckp 'along mkn gula2 la mama' hahaha bijakkk iman. da lama2 tiba2 papa aku pulak sebok nk tgok lidah. then terpaksa la tunjuk. at last, kantoi jugak. tp okay la dorg x marah sgt just suro bukak je. bukak?? mmg tak la! setelah aku menahan saket time tindik tu, bayar mahal2, oh no way! hahaha

9 month still not enough?

setelah 9 bulan bersama, baru td cikgu biology tau nama aku. hahaha pn fauziah ni buat lawak la. tiba2 je ckp 'nama awak sapa? haishh saya ni mmg susah nk igt nama org' -__- ade ke patut

tounge piercing


last few days aku baru tindik lidah. pergh time mula2 dia cucuk jarum tu, mmg sekse la kan. first day aku x mkn apa2 lgsg. scnd day mkn bubur je. haha tp aku puas. haha guys, u should try for it, peeps :)

sexy boots








could someone buy this for me please :)
i want it! i want it!


troublemaker



sygg i love you until the end of time. i know this is hard time to us, but we love each other kan kan. :)


170709 <3

the 9 months guy

hoi jantan, aku rindu kau la weyy. mcm mne nk lupa kn kau padahal barang kau byk kt aku. 9 bulan doe bukn 9 hari -__-

oh my changmin



nak dia bole x? :D
comel gila weyy. kalau dpat jumpa dia, aku pelok dia kuat2 xnk lepas.haha